Goodness. Quite a lot has happened in the last few weeks! I am SO immensely relieved to have my pregnancy known...Though it ended up being quite fun hiding it, at least in retrospect. I am 13 weeks today--which essentially means that Monday, the 22nd, will be THREE MONTHS and I'll be in my 2nd trimester! I've been asked a lot "You're HOW far? WHY did you not tell?!" Oh it was hard, especially after the 8 week appointment in February, but I have a very wise almost-RN sister and since SOME people knew I was able to let my guard down once in awhile. :)
God has blessed me with a relatively smooth, sick-less pregnancy so far and I haven't had any bizarre cravings...Though in February there was a week or 2 where all I wanted to eat was pizza. The hardest thing has probably been giving up my black teas, but I still enjoy a cup every now and then.
Not many people know this, but this baby is a child of prayer and prophecy, and definitely God's timing, not ours! I am often guilty of planning far in advance things I ultimately have little or no control over, of which having a baby is probably in the Top 3 of those things. :P Since we're both teachers, I thought all of our children should be born between May and July so I wouldn't miss much if any school. I know right? "If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him your plans." But with finances the way they always seem to be, it seemed to be What I Want VS. Being Realistic, Round 1,547. I kept on repeating the phrase I'd heard countless times--"If you wait to have a baby until you can afford one you'll never have one." And besides, God had never dropped the ball in providing for us and if He wanted us to have a child then He'd provide for 3 just as well as for 2. So the months went by...No May baby, no June baby, no July baby, no August baby. Hmm.
Did I write a blog about letting go of being in control? Yeah, fun times. Once again, as I had done countless times before in other areas, I lifted up my hands and said "OK, ok, I remember! Your will, not mine. I will wait for your perfect timing".
After Christmas Jeremy and I took our youth to an Encounter Retreat. It was a refreshing time for us and a wonderful time for the youth. Two of the leaders from the other churches asked us if they could pray for us, being a young couple and newly in charge of the youth. I wish I could remember their exact words, but the part that stuck out in my mind was when Pastor Nate prayed (prophesied)that Jeremy and I would be blessed not only with spiritual children (our youth), but also children of our own. Less than a month later, I knew I was pregnant with our September blessing.
I'll try and post again soon. I want to post something about Jeremy's message he gave for our youth rally last Sunday. I also want to share some things we are learning about faith and God's grace. Right now though, I need to go pick up Jeremy from school!
Blessings to you all and enjoy the delicious sunshine!
Lovely post Kristin! It's definitely God's will and not our own and now your September blessing will be just that--a blessing! Congrats again! :)
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